Only my pillow knows that I cry all nights

I cry all nights . But only my pillow knows that . tonight all my pain broke out at while we were eating. My mother went to the parent-teacher meeting and she told my father. For sport, the teacher said that we had to be dynamic and that her goal was to have self-esteem. But precisely I have none. I am not confident . So when my dad went to work (he is working the night)I CRIED A LOT . My mom said I could rebel against my dad but … I am so scared. It’s sad but it’s true . I think I'm not the unhappiest here but here's what he said : YOU STOPPED THE PIANO BECAUSE IT FUCKED YOU, YOU STOPPED THE CIRCUS BECAUSE IT FUCKED YOU, MATH FUCKED YOU, SPORT FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!! 😡🤬🤬 YOU ARE NEVER HAPPY

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