I feel like I ruined my life.

But don't say that! Don't waste your life you still have time you're still young and in real life we ​​all make mistakes and it's normal to forget things you shouldn't be afraid or ashamed of it even if it must be hard for you what he is can understand but please don't freak out don't stay on his promise everything will work out

traduction : L'année dernière, je devais assister à un examen pour l'école internationale. Mes parents avaient tellement confiance en moi et... j'ai zappé la date de la demande. Genre, sérieux ? Mes parents ont essayé de me réconforter du mieux qu'ils pouvaient mais... j'avais tellement travaillé... Et j'ai tout gâché. J'avais l'impression d'avoir déçu les attentes de tout le monde. Que j'ai gâché toute ma vie... Je n'ai même pas réussi l'examen ! Je suis tellement énervé de moi-même.

response : Listen to Bambi001's advice, she's right! Otherwise you can always take the exam from another prestigious school or try to retake the exam, I don't know if we can take it again...
In short, stay strong! You haven't disappointed anyone!
Courage,
Moonlight-and-Sundark

I hope everything is gonna be ok. I wish the best for you and i hope you will get the opportunity to go in another school. :) Self confidence is the key.

Thank you all so much for your kind messages. I was feeling kind of low because it became a taboo topic in the family.

The school I go to is... not the best school, let's say some of the people there are mean and immature, but I have my precious friends to cheer me up, and not everyone is bad (there are really good people too there). And my school offers a lot of activities and there are even chocolate sales on Valentine's Day and Easter. So it's not that bad. Plus the teachers are cool (except Mr. [supprimé pour respecter l'anonymat], he's the exception)

Thank you all.