Encore en anglais, désolé 🥲 (TW)
It's ten PM. I'm crying myself to sleep, traumas coming back to life in flashbacks, as every night, and I want to hurt myself so bad right now. I feel so... Lonely.
I can't sleep. There's no noise in here but the music that comes from my phone.
Why can't everything just be normal ? Why does it all have to be difficult ? Why does the past have to come in the present ? Didn't I suffer enough ?
Would it be better if i was dead ? I think so, but I can't die. Not now... She made me promise. Someone's keeping me here, again. I must not be a disappointement for her. For anyone, actually.
I'm so tired of pretending. Where's my happy ending ? (if you got it, you're a legend. Maybe you saw the french version? I guess the song is the same ?)
My mind's boiling. Is this all a dream ? When will I wake up ?
Hey... Hey... Wake me up. What is the real life like ?
What's a life without mental and physical scars like ?
What's a life with good relationship with parents like ?
What's a life without being bullied at school like ?
I want to sleep...
This made no sense at all...
I know ...
My brain is just not able/awake enough to make something better.
Oh and I recommend The Boulevard Of Broken Dreams ! Go listen to it.
Réponses
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Par anonyme111111111111 (Garçon / 2008 / Suisse, Neuchâtel) le 11 avril 2022 à 22:16
Pourquoi tecris en anglais ?
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Par Bambi001 (Fille / 2008 / France) le 12 avril 2022 à 09:36
Hello then I'm going to try to help you as best I can to start please don't hurt yourself I know it's hard that you find it hard to bear this but avoid as much as possible to do it really try to think of something else otherwise these traumas in question will really ruin your life no one has a normal life we are all unhappy in reality but we finally hide it We hide it even for those who say we have a happy life are also sad And No you don't have to die don't do that I'm begging you we love you you'd hurt us by doing this we we want to help you don't kill yourself don't do that I'm here if you need to talk
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Par Laurettedu42 (Fille / 2007 / France) le 12 avril 2022 à 16:59
Hey Quelqu'unetmoi,
I love you. Just this. And I want the better for you.
I heard about what happened to you and cheer up my girl. Good internship by the way, I hope the rest will go well.
I'm here if you want. Forever.Kiss 🧡
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Par Quelqu'unetmoi (Non binaire / 2008 / Suisse, Fribourg) le 12 avril 2022 à 20:35
En réponse à Bambi001 Hello then I'm going to try to help you as best I can to start please don't hurt yourself I know it's hard that you find it hard to bear this but avoid as much as possible to do it really try to think of something else otherwise these traumas in question will really ruin your life no one has a normal life we are all unhappy in reality but we finally hide it We hide it even for those who say we have a happy life are also sad And No you don't have to die don't do that I'm begging you we love you you'd hurt us by doing this we we want to help you don't kill yourself don't do that I'm here if you need to talk
Thank you...
I did not hurt myself, and could barely open my eyes because of the tears lol but yeah...
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Par Quelqu'unetmoi (Non binaire / 2008 / Suisse, Fribourg) le 12 avril 2022 à 20:37
En réponse à Laurettedu42 Hey Quelqu'unetmoi, I love you. Just this. And I want the better for you. I heard about what happened to you and cheer up my girl. Good internship by the way, I hope the rest will go well. I'm here if you want. Forever. Kiss 🧡
Love you too 🧡
I want the best for ya too, don't forget this.
By the way, how're you doing ?
Oh thank you, yep Kiki said hello from you and that you love me and all.
Thank you, yeah, at least I'm not home or school :D
Thank you, again. Same here, if you wanna talk or anything ! -
Par Laurettedu42 (Fille / 2007 / France) le 13 avril 2022 à 06:25
En réponse à Quelqu'unetmoi Love you too 🧡 I want the best for ya too, don't forget this. By the way, how're you doing ? Oh thank you, yep Kiki said hello from you and that you love me and all. Thank you, yeah, at least I'm not home or school :D Thank you, again. Same here, if you wanna talk or anything !
Thanks for everything, you are so sweet ^^
I'm fine, just a little tired because of exams.
Have a great week girl 💚
I will always be here. Forever -
Par Quelqu'unetmoi (Non binaire / 2008 / Suisse, Fribourg) le 13 avril 2022 à 13:07
En réponse à Laurettedu42 Thanks for everything, you are so sweet ^^ I'm fine, just a little tired because of exams. Have a great week girl 💚 I will always be here. Forever
Thank you as well bestie 🧡🧡🧡
Okay, if I can help you with anything just tell me.
🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡 Thank you, same for ya
And same here of course
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