Ecole

Hi, it is a bad title sorry, so i am 14 years old and i would love to be an architect, but my grades are not that good ( i live in france so my graduation system is different so it is 12/20 of medium) i try to work but when i work i still don't have good grades, i probably thought that my technique is bad but i cannot find a good technique im lost, i can't concentrate properly in my work i don't no why and my parents want me to be happy in life so i just feal sad that i am bad at school, i have wrote this letter because i am lost and i want to have good grade but can't concentrate correctly. Ty for responding ( oh i fi furgot also have a teacher coming 1h30 like 2 times a week to help me)
And finally it is just degrading my life and i feel bad all the time